Does this sound gay to anybody?

Me & my best friend are very close. His mom offered me the chance to live with them & i jumped on it. My parents are ok with it because their alcoholics so whatever. Anyway, it's just me, him & his mom. I have my own room & everything but the two of us like to sleep together. We stay up til 3am & sleep til 3pm. His mom homeschool's us because she always taught him & may as well teach me to.(16 by the way). We always do everything together, eat, sleep, swim, video games & all. When we sleep we usually spoon. It takes all my will power not to get hard but it works. He always wants to sit on my lap which i let him do. He likes me to carry him in the pool, & walks around naked sometimes. I understand he had no father & is naturally less masculine but still. Weirdly i think i'm attracted to him. I think if we were a couple it would be great. His mom actually says she hopes he's gay because she wanted a daughter. We could have & fall asleep in eachothers arms & shower together & it would just be nice. My dad was a so i guess i inherited that a little bit & that's why i'm weary of it. I know this sounds very gay & i probably am. If you know, were or are a gay teen please give me some advice.